Q 2) Is there an experiencer separate from
experience?
The experiencer
definitely appears separate from experience. However, when the experiencer is
actually going through an experience, it becomes very difficult to distinguish
between the two.
For example, when
we read a book, the book is clearly separate from the reader. Yet the
perception that arises within the reader — the thoughts, interpretations, and
understanding — belongs to the inner system. If we go even deeper, there is an
awareness that is aware of those perceived thoughts and ideas from the book.
That awareness can be called the experiencer, and it appears distinct from the
experience of the ideas themselves.
Similarly, when we
visit a place, that place exists outside our system. But the perception formed
through seeing that place belongs to the inner system. The awareness because of
which that perception arises is different from the perception itself.
However, even with
intellectual understanding of this distinction, it is rare that we directly
recognize awareness as awareness itself, or the experiencer as the experiencer
itself. Instead, we often misinterpret experience as the experiencer.
Whenever we think
something, we say, “I am thinking.” But who is this “I” that is thinking? That
“I” is the ego-experiencer of the experience we call the thought process.
Ramana Maharshi
pointed out that although experiencer and experience seem separate
conceptually, they are not truly different. When we say, “I am angry,” without
the “I,” anger cannot exist; and without anger, the “I” cannot exist. They
arise together.
In this context, we
may speak of two kinds of experiencers: the ego-experiencer and the pure
experiencer. The ego-experiencer is a pseudo-experiencer — it is constructed
from identification with body, mind, and memory. The pure experiencer is
awareness itself, without which nothing can appear or exist for us. The world
is known only because of this awareness. If awareness were absent, there would
be no experienced world.
At the same time,
some saints suggest that awareness, too, cannot be conceived independently of
the world; both appear interdependent. The entire experience of the world seems
to exist for the experiencer — for “me.” If the experiencer does not exist, what
is the possibility of the world existing for that experiencer?
Ordinarily, we feel
separate from the world around us. This tendency toward separation is strong
because we identify deeply with the physical body and assume that what is
inside the body is “me,” and what is perceived outside is “not me.” This
identification with the physical, mental, or intellectual structure reinforces
the sense of division and prevents the recognition of oneness with experience.
Thus, experience
and experiencer appear separate only as long as the experiencer remains
strongly identified with the body-mind structure. When this identification
weakens or dissolves, the apparent distinction between experience and
experiencer also dissolves, and what remains is non-dual awareness in which
both are seen as one.
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